Showing posts with label Addiction. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Addiction. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 7, 2011



"To live content with small means;
to seek elegance rather than luxury,
and refinement rather than fashion,
to be worthy, not respectable and wealthy not rich;
to study hard, think quietly, talk gently, act frankly,
to listen to stars and birds, to babes and sages,
with open heart, to bear all cheerfully, 
to all bravely await occasions, hurry never.
In a word to let the spiritual unbidden
and unconscious grow up through the common.
This is to be my symphony."
William Henry Channing



I suppose you all want to know what I'm doing with my free time. No? Well I'm going to tell you anyway. Two main things have taken over my life.


1. I'm having hilarious conversations with my self. True story. And I know they're not hilarious. I think I might be going a little crazy.


2. I'm writing a comic book, or more correctly I'm writing the beginnings of a comic book. There is no way I could get it done before I leave. I've been geeking out for a solid week and a half. seriously. Here's are some pictures to prove it. 




The Jade Duchess is going to be so awesome. She is of course going to be uber fashionable. I'm thinking...yeah I'm way too excited about this. Maybe I should find some friends to hang out with.

3. I just found this totally awesome blog and I'm going to start getting crafty with clothes... clothes that I can take on my mission obviously. Although I think I might make a pair of those pink grandma pants that she has made. She's brilliant I tell you. The only problem is she's from Provo and for some reason or other I am really not liking Provo girls right now. Especially zoobs. No offense meant to any of you out there, especially my good old friends. I just...yeah it's a difficult thing to explain. Let's just say another oddity I've acquired from my lack of friends.  

4. I'm so excited for my mission. Oh my goodness. I'm finally past half way there and it's going to be so great. I can't wait to leave. Also I really should be studying and getting ready. I'll start tomorrow, right?

5. I'm working. It's pretty dang exciting if you know what I mean. 

6. I'm experiencing a loss of appetite. Let's blame it on the Hepatitis A&B vacs that I had to get. Don't worry, I'm not going through an eating disorder or anything like that...or maybe I am? Who knows? Because I sure don't, but I do know and I can tell you that I'm not. 

7. I'm going to be playing on a BYU intramural team. Dang, I had better come to terms with my zoob hatred/zoobphobia before I start playing so I don't get banned from the league.  

8. Spanish Fork league is going well. I'm on a new team now. Not my High School team. Did I ever blog about that? I don't know. At the beginning of the summer I was playing with the girls from HS and it was great. We took the championship. This season there was some miscommunication and I joined another team. Which is good because now I'm meeting all 
kinds of new people...they're just all married with kids, or most of them are anyway.

9. I'm trying to mentally prepare for my farewell. I haven't given a talk in church since...oh young womens...? Over 3 years ago. 

10. And now I'm going for a small bike ride with my best friend Brin who is still here, thankfully. 

Monday, November 22, 2010

Die Universität

School. It's going, thankfully. 

My least favorite class is easily biological anthropology. It's definitely not my forte. I don't enjoy learning about primates. I find it a bore, a legit bore. Plus the teacher reminds me of a parrot-rat hybrid, and she has given the same lecture about paraphrasing and plagiarizing almost every class period. Obviously all the people who were poorly paraphrasing and plagiarizing before are still doing it now. Face it, they don't care enough to stop. And no matter how many classes you waste on the subject, they are not going to. This isn't English class...it's Anthropology 1020. Ridiculous really. 

Math 1050 is math 1050. I'm not the biggest fan of math, but it isn't killing me. Oh wait...I don't even need math 1050 for my major.Yeah it's a little bit of a sore spot for me. Apparently stats 1040 is all I need for the anthropology major.

German 1010 has been pretty great. The instructor loves me...or maybe I should say that she loves my wardrobe. We have matching boat shoes now. Those boat shoes have saved my skin several times in that class.

P.S. I love my boat shoes.

World Archaeology is awesome. I've just started to really pay attention and it's so marvelous. I love archaeology. Which is important because that is what I am going into.We just learned about the Maya and their Hieroglyphics. Aw man, so cool. I came home and started copying them down. I really want to go into North and South American Archaeology. I get so excited about it. 

My institute class is the bomb. Every class is jam packed with the spirit and I leave on a spiritual high every time. Brother Jacobs is really an amazing teacher. I love it!

Now for my newest, deepest, darkest secret...

...

I am ADDICTED to Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Yeah, I just said that. Hulu had all of season 2 up so I watched it all. I spent all of last weekend watching it when I should have been studying for my math test. I seriously watched from about 11:30 pm Friday to 5 am Saturday with a 2 hour brake at 8. For the brake, I went to a little podunk indie venue where Bailey, Aubrey and I watched the Mermaid Baby, an awful sounding high school band full of adorable little freshman, and another band with an electric violin. It was fun and the Mermaid Baby was the best of the three by far. Anywho I finished season 2 that morning and swore the rest off. That is I swore it off until I found season 1 on our netflix that very night. And now I am bound with flaxen cords and I will be a slave to the next 5 1/2 seasons. May my soul be saved from this destruction...and yet I can't help but willingly go.






Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Stumbling About

I love fashion.

It's a serious addiction...

like dark chocolate...

...and letters from Chile...

...black licorice...

...fairytales...

...Prince Charming...

...slaying dragons...

...and building castles in the clouds...

...wasabi...

...shaved legs...

...summer dusk...

...old pictures...

...it's an addiction that I have reawakened...

...old hats...

...lace and leather gloves...

...fur stoles...

...the classic trench coat...

...scarves...

...antique jewelery...

...gold...

...heels...

...chiffon gowns...

Maybe fashion is the wrong word for what I love....

...for my addiction.

I don't love runway fashion.

I don't love models that look like aliens.

Or clothes that look like heinous crimes.

Or styles that make you wish you didn't have eyes to witness.

I love finesse...

...unity...

...natural beauty...

I love that I'm not going anywhere with this

because I can't figure out where exactly I want to go.

I love elegance...

...I love elegance.

I'm addicted to elegance.

Elegance captivates me.

I respect it.

I think everyone does.

...or everyone should.

It's grace and simplicity...

...refinement and honor...

...taste and gentility...

It's being born to wear ball gowns...

...and looking like you're wearing one...

...when you're really wearing an old sweater and jeans.

It's something I strive for...

...but will probably never attain.

I enjoy it anyway.

I love it anyway.

random...

The Impossible Dream

Little Women

... random.

I've been looking at fashion blogs over the last two days.

Hence the raving.

Here are a few that I found...

{this is glamorous} http://citified.blogspot.com/

http://www.sarahklassen.com/

http://www.absolutelyladylike.com/

http://fashiontitbits.blogspot.com/

...I wish I had the money...

...then again I'm glad I don't.