"To live content with small means;

to seek elegance rather than luxury,

and refinement rather than fashion,

to be worthy, not respectable and wealthy not rich;

to study hard, think quietly, talk gently, act frankly,

to listen to stars and birds, to babes and sages,

with open heart, to bear all cheerfully, 

to all bravely await occasions, hurry never.

In a word to let the spiritual unbidden

and unconscious grow up through the common.

This is to be my symphony."

William Henry Channing

I suppose you all want to know what I'm doing with my free time. No? Well I'm going to tell you anyway. Two main things have taken over my life.


1. I'm having hilarious conversations with my self. True story. And I know they're not hilarious. I think I might be going a little crazy.


2. I'm writing a comic book, or more correctly I'm writing the beginnings of a comic book. There is no way I could get it done before I leave. I've been geeking out for a solid week and a half. seriously. Here's are some pictures to prove it. 

The Jade Duchess is going to be so awesome. She is of course going to be uber fashionable. I'm thinking...yeah I'm way too excited about this. Maybe I should find some friends to hang out with.

3. I just found this totally awesome blog and I'm going to start getting crafty with clothes... clothes that I can take on my mission obviously. Although I think I might make a pair of those pink grandma pants that she has made. She's brilliant I tell you. The only problem is she's from Provo and for some reason or other I am really not liking Provo girls right now. Especially zoobs. No offense meant to any of you out there, especially my good old friends. I just...yeah it's a difficult thing to explain. Let's just say another oddity I've acquired from my lack of friends.  

4. I'm so excited for my mission. Oh my goodness. I'm finally past half way there and it's going to be so great. I can't wait to leave. Also I really should be studying and getting ready. I'll start tomorrow, right?

5. I'm working. It's pretty dang exciting if you know what I mean. 

6. I'm experiencing a loss of appetite. Let's blame it on the Hepatitis A&B vacs that I had to get. Don't worry, I'm not going through an eating disorder or anything like that...or maybe I am? Who knows? Because I sure don't, but I do know and I can tell you that I'm not. 

7. I'm going to be playing on a BYU intramural team. Dang, I had better come to terms with my zoob hatred/zoobphobia before I start playing so I don't get banned from the league.  

8. Spanish Fork league is going well. I'm on a new team now. Not my High School team. Did I ever blog about that? I don't know. At the beginning of the summer I was playing with the girls from HS and it was great. We took the championship. This season there was some miscommunication and I joined another team. Which is good because now I'm meeting all 

kinds of new people...they're just all married with kids, or most of them are anyway.

9. I'm trying to mentally prepare for my farewell. I haven't given a talk in church since...oh young womens...? Over 3 years ago. 

10. And now I'm going for a small bike ride with my best friend Brin who is still here, thankfully. 

1 Down 2 To Go

Just started my immunization today.

Who isn't afraid of shots? Superman. Yeah true. If I were made of steal I wouldn't be scared of a puny little needle either. I tried not to be nervous at the doctors today, but for the life of me I couldn't stop my heart from racing. Good news is they're over until next Monday and the Monday after that and I'm done. Wahoo.

Mission clothes stress me out.

I'm definitely over thinking this one, but I can't help it. I will only have a few outfits that I can wear for the next 18 months and they have to be fabulous because that's just how I roll. And by fabulous I don't mean extremely expensive or over the top. In fact I just want them to be simply elegant and inexpensive. I bought some dresses from Walmart.  Gasp, You read right. I bought three dresses from Walmart and they are very cute. Here's the problem though, they won't be good for the winter. Something tells me that winter in the Alps isn't a picnic in the park. I need to find some good, longer skirts and tops for the winter. I also need to find a good coat and boots. Yep, clothes stress me out.

Learning German.

Brin bought me a little green book of German words, phrases, and grammar right after we got our calls. It has been one of my greatest resources. I'm currently learning how to pray. Lieber Himmlischer Vater (Dear Heavenly Father), Ich bin dankbar fur meine Familie (I am thankful for my family)...and well you see, I can't remember what comes after that, but it's a start. I've also been reading the Book of Mormon in German. I read the verse first in English, then in German, after that I listen to it in German, and then I read it again in German. When I'm feeling extremely studious I'll go through and figure out what every German word means. I haven't done this as much as I should have, but I already feel like it has helped so much.

I got meself a job.

I'm working at GNL Heating and Air. This is the same place I worked last summer and I'm pretty much doing the same things I did then. The only difference is that I have fewer hours. Some days it is extremely busy, but other days I can use the time in between sparse phone calls and paper work to study and read.

Speaking of Superman.

Oh my goodness. Have you seen Thor, The Green Lantern, and Captain America? Have I? Why yes, as a matter of fact I have. I loved them all. I went to Thor with Ethan and his family the day he got home...As you can imagine I was much more focused on the boy sitting in the seat next to me, wondering what in the world I would do and say, than I was on the movie in front of me. So it was just alright in my opinion. BUT then I saw if a few months later with my dad and absolutely loved it! The Green Lantern, I was totally expecting it to be the worst movie ever. I mean seriously the previews looked pretty dang cheesy and I REALLY dislike Blake Lively (no thanks to the two seasons of Gossip Girl that the very beginning of my summer was dedicated to). It was totally great. I almost every second of it. They did a pretty good job with what they had and true they could have added more depth and story, but still I enjoyed it very much. Captain America was mind blowing. I thought I would hate the guy who was playing Captain America. I had serious doubts about him from the beginning. He was great in Scott Pilgrim, but as Captain America? It just didn't seem right. Once again my pretty low expectations were beaten to a pull and turned into the best orange juice I've ever had...That probably doesn't make much sense. When do I ever make much sense to anyone but me? It was beautiful. One of my favorite parts about the movie was that Captain America didn't going whoring around, but instead he was virtuous and everything I feel like a superhero should be in that sense. And to any who is wondering they didn't just pull the Red Skull out of thin air. The Red Skull to Captain America is like the Joker to Batman, Lex Luther to Superman, Loki to Thor... If you don't believe me then Kelsi can confirm it for you. I loved Captain America, but then I would so see it for yourself and love it if your cool like me.

The End

Courage, Honor, Loyalty, Sacrifice. You're braver than you think.

Yes, I know it has been a very long while. Life has just been super busy. 


My mission papers have been in for a week. 


My team won the Spanish Fork women's league championship. 

I have a new nephew, Nikolas Cannon Jensen. He is just so adorable. 

My sister got married and I made her bouquet.  I'll have to post a picture when I get one.

I can't get a job for the life of me. Apparently nobody wants to hire a soon to be missionary. 

Brin and I bought baby octopus on our first trip to Winco.

I made a four layer german chocolate cake for Father's Day.

I got the worst sunburn of my life last week...it peeled layers. It was terrible.

I'm living with Brindley this summer. We have a pretty sweet pad in my parents barn. We don't have many toys around so my niece plays with my rain boots.

I made Captain America cookies for the fourth of July.

Some of them came out a little vintage. Just how my dad likes them.

When Captain America throws his mighty shield,
All those who choose to oppose his shield must yield!
If he's led to a fight and a duel is due,
Then the red and the white and the blue will come through,
When Captain America throws his mighty shield!"

Oh and my sister Emily is moving out here in a week which means my nephew will be here too! 

I Want...

I want a tan trench coat

Like the ones models wear

I want a chocolate chip cookie

Fresh from the oven

With some vanilla bean ice cream

Melting...ooeygooeyyummy

I want to put my mission papers in already

And I want to leave

I want to feel

Red - the blood of angry men!

Black - the dark of ages past!

Red - a world about to dawn!

Black - the night that ends at last!

Like Les Miserables 

I want something more

To be something more

Then this world

I want to read a book

Just to read a book

I am the Resurrection and the Life,

Saith the Lord:

He that believeth in me,

Though he were dead,

Yet shall he live:

And whosoever liveth 

And believeth in me

Shall never die.

I am the Resurrection and the Life,

Saith the Lord:

He that believeth in me,

Though he were dead,

Yet shall he live:

And whosoever liveth 

And believeth in me

Shall never die.

I am the Resurrection and the Life,

Saith the Lord:

He that believeth in me,

Though he were dead,

Yet shall he live:

And whosoever liveth 

And believeth in me

Shall never die.

I want to go swimming

And feel the sun 

As it burns my skin

I want a new pair of heels 

Black

Or nude

Beautiful either way

I want to be someone

Worthy of epic tales

And how can man die better

Than facing fearful odds

For the ashes of his fathers

And the temples of his gods?

I want to marry a man

Who respects all women

Who is honest

And true 

And brave

And maybe even 

A professional pirate

A man

Who is  different

from all the ramble

That surrounds me

I want to find 

My prince charming already

Is he out there?

The more I see

The more I doubt

I'm tired of the cloying 

Do any of you have feelings?

Do any of you have souls?

I want to say yes...

But your actions say no

Captain America

Anyone?

Where are you?

I want to read poetry

And be a hopeless romantic

I want...

So much

Too much

Maybe

Who knows

The world needs the Justice League... and the Justice League needs you, Superman

Today I had a killer history test. 50 minutes to define 5 words and describe why they are important, write 5 short answers 1 paragraph each, and 1 long essay of 4-5 paragraphs in length. It was super intense and I finished with 2 minutes to spare. To say the least my adrenaline was pumping hardcore. Then I read Les Miserables for an hour until my Stats Recitation class. This class ended within 5 minutes of when it began. Having no further need to stay on campus, I start hoppin' and boppin' my way home. Minding my own business, singing my own songs, you know the whole shebang. Well I was walking past the fry sculpture and I notice this really NERDY guy looking straight at me and smiling. I'm thinking that this is kind of weird. Then this guy waves at me and I say to myself “I don't know you, but yeah, okay, nerds are cool. I'll just smile and wave back.” So I'm a little weirded out by this point, just boggled really. The world of boys (and nerdy boys at that) ignoring Betsy is being shaken and it’s quite disturbing to say the least. So I get to the TSC and I'm noticing all these super nerds smiling at me. Kind of like smile staring me down. Now I’m really starting to get super uncomfortable. What is going on?! Why is the nerd population of USU pinpointing all of its focus on me? I just want to go home and eat! At this point I’m beyond confusion. And then I look down and realize that I'm wearing my new Justice League shirt. Superman is busting out of my jacket and I'm like, “Yeah I should definitely wear this more often.”

 "You remember what we did yesterday? We saved the world - again. You don't think that has any value, well think again, pal. The Justice League goes on, with or without you. Look, nobody can question your service or commitment to making things better. If you're quitting because you think you've already done your fair share, we'll throw you a parade. But if you're quitting because it's easier then continuing the fight, then you're not the hero we all thought you were. The world needs the Justice League... and the Justice League needs you, Superman."
-Green Arrow